Yeah Baby, darkness!
We all know the endless fight in every fantasy movie darkness against light...monsters, aliens, nightmares,beasts, bad guys, bad witches,unpredictable weirdos and bloody kings. Yeah in fact Darkness is a place of birth and death, womb, beginning and the end. Hey, we don't want to remember where we come from and where we are heading, our sexuality and death are both of a toboo and deeply interwined in the root of all that is. But it's waiting quietly...as longer it waits the stronger it becomes, deep down there in our subsconsciuos and sexuality, scary,scary shit!
We all want more of the Light. Light and light everywhere shining non stop,good, loving white luminous power, prayed for and worth to fight to the last breath.In spiritual meaning, tantra , tao, shamanism woman stands for the darkness, earth, death and rebirth, cycle of life. She is the carrier of the moon points connected to her hormonal system. It’s like the moon basically lives in a woman . It’s a very old knowledge and we have forgotten what darkness really means.
Is that what we fear? Is this the horror and thrill that feminine principle makes within our psyche? Absoloutely yes ! Partiarchal suppresion did its work very well. Collectively diminished feminine power in women and men weakened us so much that we don't even dare to glimpse into the darkness through our whole life, not understanding it’s treasure.Oh poor life how boring and flat you become.
YIN AND YANG, FEMININE AND MASCULINE MELTING AS ONE, NOT A A NICELY LOOKING TAO SYMBOL BUT A LIVING EROTIC MYSTERY OF LIFE IN ALL OF US. THE POWERFUL DANCE OF THE MOTHER-FATHER CREATOR MAKING UNIVERSES AND KEEPING ALL OF THIS SHIT TOGETHER. THAT IS THE TRUTH AND THE COSMIC JOKE!
If there is a sun there must be a black whole around. Behind the tears of sadness laugther and clarity is already approaching. Day is ending and velvet beauty of a night gives us rest . Rest to our consciousness to enter the depths and clean the daily stuff through the dreams. If we would not need them both, we would all live in monastery’s separated, eating grapes and drinking wine all day long. But being together brings all we dream for and all we avoid to the surface and we are forced to dance the darkness and light, light and the darkness as a living couple.
MY MESSAGE: DARKNESS IS AS PURE AS LIGHT, AS POWERFULL AS LIGHT, AS ECSTATIC AND ABOUNDANT AS LIGHT. LIGHT ONLY IS AN ILLUSION, SUPERFICIAL SUGAR COATED SPIRITUALITY, FAKE SMILES AND FAKE LIFES UNABLE TO DIVE INTO THE FULLNESS OF EXISTENCE.
Darkness feeds us, it's loving dark feminine mysterie and beauty,dreams, expantion beyond limitations, inner journey,subconscious, depth, slowing down, silence, surrender, softness,acceptance, speachless recognition,invisible, magic, caves, magical forests, intuitve aha moments, signs beyond logic, beyond words, just knowing from the inside, trusting yourself, cyclic nature, and all that is unknown, jump into the void, constant changes we fear so much.
And only because mistunderstood and supressed through ages this part of us creis for attention and love. All emotional-mental pain, heavy ancestral patterns, childhood trauma, past lifes scarcity is stored in this subsconscious disc waiting for our decision to unravel and empty the bucket. To free the feminine part of our energy, to give it final and right place. The world we share here on this feminine planet cries for balance and restoration of a woman and her darkness in action.
Chasing Light has become so popular also in spiritual circles, cos it's sold out as masculine by long term rulers of our souls behind the main decorations of religions, politics and media culture. The message is Light-Masculine is powerful,trustful, it rules the world, it's the only God, known, visible, clear, easy, but also rigit and bloody if you don’t follow his orders. And it definately always fights against the darkness Evil ! Tricksters, light illusionists, catching us like those flies into a sticky web of bullishit and powerless existence.
Generally speaking, woman owns 70% of feminine energy and 30% of masculine. Man opposite. We all need to restore feminine essence on this planet. Feminine ancient lineages knew all the secrets of woman’s body, her hormonal and energetic system. They used it for the goodness of their tribes and all life on the Planet. Last century’s and these days it’s still a taboo, shame! Shame on anything naturally and fully feminine.
Giving birth, menstruating, being naturally beautiful, being orgasmic and sexual, breasfeeding in public, feeling emotions and expressing them, menopause, being wild and valunerable at the same time...ect. The body sexuality and sacredness and interconnectedness of life is supressesed. That’s a woman domain.
The painfull minsunderstanding is the shadow part. Shadow work as we say. It’s all Ok to go through the processes and feel heavy, get lost and feel dark, but it dosen’t mean it is dark. We have a strong habit to call darkness dark only because we are used to store pain and avoid to deal with it . We were taught to hide it so badly that it has turned against us..but it is not dark. Dark is a part of us, our power. Even in pain, the door opens for healing and feeling.
We have to do the painful passage from old to the new, from our past lives and as mentioned before old programming. Once we will take care of our subsconscious pain, trauma and fear they will become our friendly dragons and supportive protectors. Woman is like a tornado of transformation, piercing the illusion of the mind and bullshit of the fight. We are the bearers of the Life, we can see in the darkness and feel what is good and what is bad. We rise the lowest vibration into the angels realms. A hormonal system of an awakened woman Goddess ,releases a 1001 different secretions, masculine only a 100( thats an old esoteric knowledge) Remember 1001 Nights? Is this number made by chance? It is also described as a milk and honey. We have saying in Poland : The river of milk and honey, meaning aboundance.The secretions were well know in an ancient world, studied and used to open our full human potential. Today we know something about Amrita, the sacred woman ejaculation liquid, in fact In the Western world there is a tendency to reduce profound spiritual experience to scientific explanation. The true nature of these sacred waters is more metaphysical than physical.
Man are protectors of the feminine, warriors of the Golden Shield. We need you and you need us to end this stupid figth between Woman and Man, darkness and light. It’s the time of Tao, absolut recognition of our true nature and sharing it in the ecstatic dance as a Kings and Queens.
With Love,Magdalena Red Dakini
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