Darkness generally speaking and thinking is heavy, that's what it openly stands for. And you know it, yes. We all know it this fight in every fantasy movie. Darkness, place of birth, womb so we don't want to remember this time, but it's there. Waiting us quietly...as longer it waits the stronger it becomes. Scary shit!
In spiritual meaning, tantra , Tao, shamanism woman stands for the Darkness, earth, death and rebirth, cycle of life, uknown..is that what we fear? Is this the horror and thrill that feminine priciple makes withing our psyche? Absoloutely! Partiarchal super old programming to collectivaly diminish feminine power in woman and man and all of us, to weaken us so much that we even don't dare to glimpse into this Darkness sometimes through a whole life.
Oh poor life how boring and flat you become.
Yin and Yang, feminine and masculine melting as ONE, not as a nicely looking Tao symbol, but a living erotic mystery in all of us, in the whole huge Universe keeping this shit together. That is the dirities Cosmic Joke!
If there is a sun there must be a black whole around, behind the tears of sadness laugther and clarity is already approaching. If we would not need them both, we would all live in monastery's ,Man apart of Woman, eating grapes and drinking wine all day long.. being together brings all that shit out and we are forced to dance it ALL, darkness and Light, light and darkness.
Message: Darkness is as pure as light, as powerfull as light, as ecstatic and aboundantand whatever you need as Light. Light is as heavy as darkness, as dirty as darkness, as borking as darkness if left alone on it's own..
Darkness feeds us, Dark Feminine, Night,soft velvet nights, dreams, expantion beyond limitations subconscious, depth, slowing down, silence, surrender, acceptance, speachless recognition, dragons, wolves, beasts, caves, magical forsts,
Nymphs are female spirits; beautiful and eternally youthful celestial maidens who inhabited the mountains,lakes, oceans and forests. Like the gods, nymphs are one with the elements of nature's endless beauty, and dwell in the places of this world that mankind has not yet tainted and destroyed with his poisoning touch. They are the children of the Gods and Mother Nature, and as such, they have the ability to transform between their female forms and bodies of nature, such as flowers, trees, streams, and animals. Mother Nature gave them this power, knowing that if ever seen by men, their immense beauty would cause these mortals to lust after them in fits of mindless rage. For those who have had the fortune of seeing or approaching one, their beauty is described as absolutely boundless, their innocence immeasurable. It is said that they are so pure in mind and spirit, that once they are tainted by the touch of a mortal, they become afflicted with the curse of age and mortality, and can never change back into their natural forms again.
Yang nubile maidens who love to dance and sing; their amorous freedom sets them apart from the restricted and chaste wives and daughters of the Greek polis. They are beloved by many and dwell in mountainous regions and forests by lakes and streams...Nymphs tended to frequent areas distant from humans but could be encountered by lone travelers outside the village, where their music might be heard, and the traveler could spy on their dancing or bathing in a stream or pool, either during the noon heat or in the middle of the night. They say that if you find yourself deep in the lush forest surrounded by flowers and trees, and you feel the warm smile of the sun on your soul, the nymphs are in your presence. They no longer openly take their female shapes, because of the lessons they have been taught. Look around you, and cherish the beautiful trees, the ancient rocks, and the delicate flowers. Your radiance of the goodness in your heart might attract one to take her human shape and search for you one day...
She as an archetype came to me a while ago during Ayahuasca ceremony. Yang teenage girl, dancing on the fields with other girls. I was easy and free, sensual in a light way, innocent and playfull. This nymph, polish Rusalka brings me back to my slavic roots and my polish sisters, so needed to be fully happy me. I was opening to her through a year connecting and creating paganic events, exploring the rituals, texts, making my first flower wreath. And only this summer she was ready to blossom and dance out her graceful,wild dance through my body. In duo act with Anna Faber to her terrific Blue Harph took my feet over the ground to the realm of the Nymph.
She is my balance to the fiery Dakini energy...soofing intensity and cooling it down. She is playfully sensual just discovering her feminine pleasure,nothing serious about it. She gives me strong inspiration in a subtle way...isn't it amazing! Exploring you dear Nymph, my inner teenage girl, free from any resrictions makes me so light!
She looks at me, her hair she brushes,
Blows airy kisses, gestures wild,
Plays with the waves - caresses, splashes -
Now laughs, now whimpers like a child,
Moans tenderly, calls louder, louder...
'Come, come! To me, to me!..'
Then - disappears in limpid water,
And all is silent instantly...
Look and feel erotic purity as it is our Birth right.
If there’s one thing I’ve learned through years of inner growth to my feminine power and recent years of being shamless and very visible online, it’s that I will never please everybody. Not only it is not possible, it’s not my job. No matter what my body looks like, no matter what I’m wearing, no matter what I say, somebody wants to bring the shame or anger on me. At this point I know it has to do with them and not me, but that doesn’t mean I don’t experience the outcome of ingrained thought patterns that cause society to dehumanize and control women. Fact: women’s bodies are abused beyond the space. It’s been my experience that being very alive,happy of yourself and confident woman gets you on a guilt trip by many...woman and man. Man are sexualizing my body automatically ,yeah.. the easiest way to screw the free goddess energy. Photo Sessions, belly dance and erotic dance are the easiest way to rebuilt your own self confidance and love your body fully on as woman.
That's why Im posting this few photos made in a pure nature, pure warm day with my pure innocent, powerful and loving goddess body. Im am her and she is me. I reject the notion that women aren’t allowed to feel sexy, beautiful, confident, powerful, soft and whatever we damn well please.
What matters to me is your presence dear Human, your smell, no perfume. Your look into depth of my eye or just short curious glimpse. Heavy laugh from our belly's...because of shitless nothing. I love to see how we repeat each others little behaviors, so very disconnected, craving for oneness underneath the tears. We are here to be you and me. Not a doctor, advocat, professor or spiritual master of disaster. Im here for you - feel life and play it with your best self. Make the drama, comedy,romance,SF but yours,only yours. Beauty of Human Hero, don't hide behing the cold mask of lost in the crowd dust.
Mr Nobody, the advocat, doctor, master of disaster. You are unique, I crave to meet your meat, flesh and hot rivers of blood running wildly....I crave to discover your skin and dance of your bones while we cook the georgeous meal and we share it on the altar of taste and pleasure, so we know we are humans.
I love to see your tears and taste this salty ocean and get you through the waves of sorrow as there is no escape from being a human. Please feel. Please let go your masks if not Ill show you the mirror, my face.
You hate me, you are disgusted, I hold mirror, no mask. I am real human,don't fuck with me, make Love with me.
That's what matters.
Red Dakini mantra
Yammie yammie juicy pussy
Shiva Shakti Yab-yum bum bum
Hare hare rama Mama
Lingam diva dancing Shiva
Abracadabra karma macabra
Om Om Om
Aloha aloha Aho Ahi Oha
Dakini divini Super Tantra Aya mantra
Twin flame connection
Om Welcome Home
Rode Dakini Mantra: Yammie yammie sappige kut Shiva-Shakti Yab yum bum bum Hare rama Haas Mama Lingam diva dansen Shiva Abracadabra karma macabere verschuiving verheffende Als als als Aloha aloha Aho Ahi Oha Dakini duik Super Tantra Aya mantra Tweeling vlam verbinding Liefde opstanding Om Welcome Home
Let's be real
My passion is my fasion
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